What hurts the most, is watching your kid hurt, and not being able to do anything about it. In the past month, Evangeline has been to the ER twice. Also in the past month, Evangeline choked on food (once at church, and another during a playdate) and I had to administer the Heimlich maneuver TWICE. I just can't wrap my head around the fact that her being a preemie has such long term consequences and that it can still keep affecting her until she grows old. Since she was born early, her immunity is weaker than most typical children. Additionally she was born with a feeding intolerance, so her transition to eating solids has been a struggle. And to this day she still can't eat certain foods because she's not ready (the two foods she choked on were mangoes and bananas, fruits that she's had plenty of experience eating in the past!) Sometimes I feel like I can't handle this type of stress. I've been asked what its like to do the Heimlich on Evangeline, and honest...